update on my book

well i found out that my mom and dad got married a month after Aaron was born March 1983 and stop dating the year i was born. Maybe i was to much for the both of them i didn't get into the bottom of all that. I wrote maybe five page this year i hope to do more before the year is out....

What I'm feeling about Music

I love Macy Gray new cd "The Sellout", Kelis's "Flesh Tone" I wasn't really feeling but i didn't really give it a chance. Amy Winehouse GodChild i love her she sound so good for a 14 year old girl. Rick Ross And Young Jeezy with a Lil of Jay-z with rap music. Foxy still getting play over here and when i hear her in the clubs i go bananaz. Rihanna i'm starting to like a whole lot. Trey Songz been getting alot of play but if i made a top five list off the top of my head i couldn't so i'm not but i listen to a bunch of different music all alway have and always will.....

The Begin of Fall 2010

First let me start with me and Lamar is over still since Feb. this year, i'm still job less but i just really started looking. It's taking me sometime to get back into looking but i'm getting there. I have a gym membership, but i been going here and their but i go so hopefully i start seeing results. I'm not driving but when i get a job that or apartment is first on my list, So i'm pretty much starting all over again. I haven't been writing in my book lately and with that being all said and done. Last weekend i went to Brooklyn, New York to a club, i went to Clementon Park twice for the first time in years, i went to a Nude Beach in North Jersey and i had a blast and I also went Camping for the first time, that was fun. Well hopefully Winter isn't so cold for me if u know what i mean........ Till Next Time LOve,PeacE, ANd JoeNesS I Almost forgot i went to Dorney Park.

Trust

i needed this time for joe, no where to go, feel like i don't know, but my life will not go, i'm joe, just need a break, listening to kina- can i have a cry or if that's not the name of the song it's the only song on her first cd with cry in the tittle, but poeple won't tell people there business but tell the same people they won't tell theirs to urs but that's life u learn something new everyday but everyday u have to live with the lesson learned from it and not everytime will it feel good but u must keep the faith, the hope, and joy alive. the only person u can trust is urself and if u have a true partner then u can trust them as well. Friends and Family are on the same boat people u hate keep them on there own away from others they can be like a virus in ur body killing u softly just like ur best friends but time is the only cure in life.. one of my fav. l. boogie songs is on the t.v. and i have to use the rest room it gets no deeper then this now alica keys is on and i'm ready have a new boo and i hope this works out i know i'm stressing him right now because i won't talk but i don't want to talk i want to listen to a great future and not a painfull past

The First Posting about Novaj Texan

So it's been a while since i posted something on here for you guys, but u still my baby. So much has changed since i last been here. let's see me and my ex is done for good thank god. the last time we saw each other was on Feb. 14 2010 i gave my boo a kiss on the head as he laid in bed drunk after a long nite into the earlier morning of fighting all nite, i packed what i could and left. It was about 4. a.m. it was snow on the ground and i had about two trash bags and one reg. bag, i walked to broad street caught the bus to my fathers house in pottstown and been there since. me and my ex talked on the phone a few times after that send a few e-mails but i'm done no more calls or e-mails from me and if i saw him in the streets i wouldn't even speak. now i have a new baby Novaj Texan which is me on 2nd life, i'm so in love with 2nd life. i have a few new friends and is still looking for love but i think Novaj will marry before me even tho it's not looking good for Novaj right now as well. I start 2nd life a few months ago and Novaj already have a job on there at a Local pub as a host. The pub wasn't Novaj first choice but it's working out well for Novaj there not money wise but networking wise i have meant a few people at the pub that has help me so much. I'm thinking about putting my book on hold to write a book about Novaj still haven't come up with a tittle yet but so much goes on i know this will be a story u want to read. Other new i quit my job at B.k. sometimes i wish i didn't but i been having fun again since i did so i guess it's not that bad, just really miss the money. Burger King was and is the highest paying job i had to date. Right now i'm at my best friend Dianna's house i been here in Camden for the past week helping her clean and watch the kids and help with some other things. Dianna has been making me feel good i love her and she shows me more love then any of my other friends. I'm thinking about not going thru with the research studies i been apart of, not because i really don't want to do it but i wasn't doing it for the extra cash they don't pay much just wish the people that work there cared more about their work then a pay check. And other news my cell phone has been off for the first time in years, i really don't miss having a phone all the time but sometimes it sucks. I'm trying to make sure i get everything here oh yea i did get offer to do something making a few dollars but we'll see how that goes this is only the 2nd day of thoughts on if i want to do it or not.... till next time. Love, Peace, and Joeness Love ya and thanks for checking me out

the plan

So since i forgot the password to my other blog i'm going to bring all the posting over here so my other blog can rest in net lol. but this weather was love for me we had some much snow and i loved it. who know what the spring or summer has in store but i have to stuck to the plan.....

i still love you

if i could write without speaking i would do it, and i know there's someone out there who would like to speak but trust me it's overrated. Well, alot has changed since i lasted been here but you have been missed and on my mind more then anything else. so to sum the last past months up i have a facebook, i quit my job at Burger king i been just making it haven't been really looking for a job but looking thinking about going down south to visit my grandma. still be on twitter... but this is my fav. blog site so i'm here to stay.... p.s. i still love you